Like any other 23 year old I dream of making it big in life, and I would be lying if I say I don’t want name and fame (But all for good reasons). I want to be everything that I’m not. I’m a free spirited dreamer who just doesn’t dreams but wishes to make them all true one day. With all the aspirations and ambitions in me I have my vices too. I tend to take things too easy and get lazy at time (very Nawabi trait! Thanks to being born and brought up in Lucknow). But this never stopped me from thinking about what I want to be.
A dancer, performer, writer, painter, traveler, a food gourmet, a film critic and a director are the things galore I want to be. By now you must have judged me how aptly I fit into the CONFUSED GENERATION BANDWAGON. And here I start my list of what I want to be…
I want to be a dancer and learn all forms of it in the world and stage such a scintillating performance that’s leaves my audience spellbound and awestruck. I want to be socialist so that I remove all the stigmas and taboos from our society and make it a better place to live. I want to tell people that LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL LIVE IT… And INDIA IS A PLACE OF CULTURES ENRICH IT!!!
I want to act and perform like Nandita Das and Smitha Patil and be like Marilyn Monroe. I want to do character roles like Seema Biswas and Shabana Azmi at one hand and on the other do roles like Geet full of chutzpah in ‘JAB WE MET’, and play Anne Hathway in ‘DEVIL WEARS PRADA’.
I want to go to FTII and study where Rajkumar Hirani and Om Puri studied. Make films that become benchmarks in parallel cinema yet will be hailed as commercial hit. I want to live my life to the fullest and enjoy each day.
I want to go abroad and study films and filmography with Stephen Spielberg, Woody Allen, buy a house in Beverly Hills’ and Hollywood. I wish to share silver screen with Julia Roberts and light up the theater with our electrifying smiles. :P I also want to romance Richard Gere amd make love to Johnny Depp.
Before I age and grow old I also want to publish my biography which has my experiences and maverick ideas and I would name it. ‘NO STRINGS ATTACHED’-my people and me!
I want to make my parents proud and give them everything that sacrificed for me so that I can have the best of everything. I want to fall in love and enjoy in bliss.
In short I want my life to be satisfied and contended. So that on my grave the epitaph says.
“LIVED & LOVED
LIFE & FRIENDS
DARE & DID
TILL THE VERY END”
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